{"id":549,"date":"2016-05-31T13:27:54","date_gmt":"2016-05-31T13:27:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dostkelimeler.com\/hikaye\/2016\/05\/31\/kendini-bilmezligin-sonu\/"},"modified":"2016-05-31T13:27:54","modified_gmt":"2016-05-31T13:27:54","slug":"kendini-bilmezligin-sonu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dostkelimeler.com\/hikaye\/kendini-bilmezligin-sonu\/","title":{"rendered":"Kendini bilmezli\u011fin sonu"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kendini bilmezli\u011fin sonu<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir \u00e7akal boyac\u0131 k\u00fcp\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, orada bir m\u00fcddet kald\u0131. Sonra postu boyanm\u0131\u015f olarak \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u201cBen illiyyin tavusuyum, demeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Postu boyanm\u0131\u015f pek g\u00fczel parlam\u0131\u015f, g\u00fcne\u015f de o renklere vurmu\u015ftu. \u00c7akal, kendini ye\u015fil, k\u0131z\u0131l, pembe ve sar\u0131 renklerde g\u00f6r\u00fcp o \u00e7e\u015fitli renklerle \u00f6b\u00fcr \u00e7akallara g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Hepsi de \u201cA \u00e7akalc\u0131k, bu ne hal? Fazlas\u0131yla ne\u015felere dalm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, pek memnunsun. Ne\u015feden adeta bizden nefret ediyorsun! Bu ululu\u011fu nereden elde ettin?\u201d dediler. Fakat \u00e7akallardan biri \u201c Sen ya hile yap\u0131yorsun, yahut da hakikatten bir ne\u015feye sahip oldun, ne\u015feliler aras\u0131na kat\u0131ld\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Mimbere \u00e7\u0131kmaya, lafla ulu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcp bu halk\u0131, kendine meftun etmeye kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131n bir hayli \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, fakat bir a\u015fk, bir hararet g\u00f6rmeyince hileye sap\u0131p utanmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ele ald\u0131m\u201d dedi. Do\u011fruluk ve yan\u0131p yak\u0131lma, velilere adettir. Utanmazl\u0131k da her a\u015fa\u011f\u0131l\u0131k ki\u015finin s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir sanat. Bu suretle ne\u015feliyiz diye halk\u0131 kendilerine \u00e7ekerler ama i\u00e7 y\u00fczlerine bak\u0131l\u0131rsa hi\u00e7 de ho\u015f de\u011fildirler.<\/p>\n

A\u015fa\u011f\u0131l\u0131k bir adam, bir kuyruk par\u00e7as\u0131 buldu. Her sabah b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 onunla ya\u011flar, devlet sahiplerinin yan\u0131na var\u0131p \u201cEvde ya\u011fl\u0131 yemek yedim\u201d der. S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn do\u011frulu\u011funu ispat i\u00e7in de, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131ma bak\u0131n gibilerden eliyle b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131vazlarlar. \u201c \u0130\u015fte s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn do\u011frulu\u011funa \u015fahit, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131m, ya\u011fl\u0131, ya\u011fl\u0131 \u015feyler yedi\u011fime delil\u201d demek isterdi.<\/p>\n

Karn\u0131 ise sessiz, sedas\u0131z \u201c Allah, yalanc\u0131lar\u0131n d\u00fczenini kurutsun! Senin laf\u0131n bizi ate\u015flere yakt\u0131. O ya\u011fl\u0131 b\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6k\u00fcnden kopsun. A yoksul \u015fu k\u00f6t\u00fc davan olmasayd\u0131 belki bir kerem sahibi bize ac\u0131rd\u0131. Yahut da noksan\u0131n\u0131, yoksullu\u011funu s\u00f6yleseydin, bu yalanlar\u0131, bu d\u00fczenleri d\u00fcz\u00fcp ko\u015fmasayd\u0131n, bir doktor \u00e7\u0131karda derdine dava ederdi.\u201d Dedi.<\/p>\n

Allah\u201d Ey e\u011fri adam , kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kuyru\u011funu sallama, do\u011frulara, do\u011fruluklar\u0131 fayda verir\u201d dedi. A cenabet, ma\u011farada e\u011fri b\u00fc\u011fr\u00fc yatma. Neyin varsa g\u00f6ster, \u201cdo\u011frul, do\u011fru ol\u201d ay\u0131b\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemiyorsan bari sus, g\u00f6steri\u015fte, hileyle kendini \u00f6ld\u00fcrme! Bir para elde ettiyse a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ma, yolda s\u0131nama ta\u015flar\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

S\u0131nama ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde de halli, hallerine s\u0131namalar var, onlarda imtihanlara tabi! Allah, \u201c Do\u011fumdan bu ana kadar onlara her iki kere s\u0131nan\u0131rlar\u201d dedi. Babam, imtihan i\u00e7inde imtihan var. Derlen toplan da ufac\u0131k bir imtihanla kendini satma!<\/p>\n

Babur o\u011flu Bel\u2019am\u2019la melun iblis, en son imtihanda al\u00e7ald\u0131lar. \u201c o adam da kendi iddias\u0131nca devletli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ya, fakat midesi, b\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131na lanet eder, \u201c Yarabbi, \u015fu adam\u0131n gizlendi\u011fini sen d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya meydana \u00e7\u0131kar. Bizi yakt\u0131, yand\u0131rd\u0131, sen onu r\u00fcsvay et\u201d derdi. Onun bedeninin b\u00fct\u00fcn c\u00fczleri, ona d\u00fc\u015fman olmu\u015ftu. O bahardan dem vurdu ama onlar, k\u0131\u015f\u0131n ta kendisindeydiler.<\/p>\n

Adam, ihsandan, keremden dem vururdu ama merhamet dal\u0131n\u0131, ta k\u00f6k\u00fcnden kesmekteydi. Ya do\u011fru ol, do\u011frulu\u011funu g\u00f6ster, yahut sus da merhamete eri\u015f, sonra co\u015f. Adam\u0131n karn\u0131 da b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fman kesilmi\u015f, gizlice el kald\u0131r\u0131p dua ediyor. \u201c Yarabbi, sen bu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131l\u0131k herifi r\u00fcsvay et de kerem sahipleri bize merhamete gelsinler\u201d diyordu.<\/p>\n

Karn\u0131n duas\u0131 kabul oldu. \u0130htiya\u00e7tan do\u011fan yan\u0131p yak\u0131lma d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya kadar bayrak a\u00e7t\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bir hale geldi. Allah \u201c Beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0131, su\u00e7lu olsam da, putperest de olsam ben yine icabet ederim. Onun i\u00e7in duadan hi\u00e7 \u00e7ekinme; hi\u00e7 usanma. Dua, nihayet seni gulyabani nefsin elinden kurtar\u0131r.\u201d Demi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n

Kar\u0131n, kendini Allahya \u0131smarlay\u0131nca ans\u0131z\u0131n bir kedi gelip o kuyruk par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 kapt\u0131, g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ev halk\u0131, kedinin pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler, fakat kedi ko\u015fup ka\u00e7t\u0131. Babam\u0131n azar\u0131na u\u011frayaca\u011f\u0131m diye \u00e7ocu\u011funun beti, benzi ka\u00e7t\u0131. Babas\u0131, bir toplulukta otururken o \u00e7ocukca\u011f\u0131z gelip i\u015fi anlatt\u0131. O lafla ge\u00e7inen adam\u0131n \u015ferefini bir paral\u0131k etti.<\/p>\n

Dedi ki: \u201c Hani her sabah dudaklar\u0131n\u0131, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n o kuyruk par\u00e7as\u0131 yok muydu? Kedi geldi onu kap\u0131verdi. Ard\u0131na d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck, bir hayli ko\u015ftuk ama faydas\u0131z yakalayamad\u0131k ki!\u201d oradakiler \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler. Bu hale ac\u0131d\u0131lar. Onu davet edip doyurdular, yery\u00fcz\u00fcne benzeyen varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na merhamet tohumunu ektiler. O da ululardan do\u011fruluk zevkini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ululu\u011fu b\u0131rak\u0131p do\u011frulu\u011fa kul oldu.<\/p>